My thoughts - Feelings, Unconditional Love

A lot of times i have heard that people say that how do i express?

How do i explain, how do i tell her that she is the one whom i love..

At a college while i had to conduct a GD, i asked the same..

The debate on Valentines day...many a faces were pink..many turned red with Anger..

All i could say was..each one had a view.. a view on how they were brought up..

Being a student of psychology i refused to judge....i refused to comment on anything they said..

A lot of boys who had gf's said that they felt that was the "ONLY" day to express

Yes i stress on ONLY as mentioned by them..

A few who had some breakups said that it was too demanding!

It was too much to lose your own freedom..

Are relationships going beyond ones freedom and space?

Is it about what I say or is it doing what You feel like?

After a long debate..about why one should not have GF/BF because of the society...

because parents know the best and also because the feeling is temporary...

All true in their own way..all fine to the ones who say and believe!

Two things that came to my mind..one was why are so many of us complaining that

there are complications in relationship? is it ok, to give the space?

Why are people running behind temporary phases of demands and ego?

Are we not understanding enough that if it was meant to happen.. it would?

Its not just about a GF/BF , i as a daughter, as a sister, as a grand daughter..etc..

Am i supposed to hold on to those words when they were said out of anger?

Let me just take what i like and leave the rest..

While i was studying a very close person had told me..let go of the old baggage

Cos that will just hurt your own back...no one can hold that baggage for you..

But it will worsen the state that you are in..let go of things that are sour...

Space to everyone is very important..phobia of losing a close one is suffocation!

Give the space and they will stay with you..

I thank my family and friends who have understood it and they are all loved..

Because i know how difficult it is to let go of the person,

let them fall and make mistakes and still be there to give them a shoulder to cry,

Thats what matters, cos i would never know the true feeling if i hadnt fallen..

Love is unconditional...like that of a mother's .

Put yourself in that space and you will never feel dejected...

I may not be 100% true with things..i write..but this is just to put in my thoughts..

Life is Love..every breathe i take i feel special..

cos i am there safe, happy and with people i care for!

Moments with Myself.

A silent night...standing at the end of the road...staring at the sky...

Seems so calm and can hear the wind blow..a gush of emotions run through me..

I feel that there is someone whom i belong to.. someone who is there to run back to,

a sense of calmness i feel, a sense of loneliness i see... i experience an emotion...

An emotion which makes me strong, a feeling that will soon be gone..

I see myself once again, i check my heart running faster than everyday,

am i scared to be alone.. or am i wanting to move ahead...

Am i afraid of my own thoughts that i keep working all day?

Do i do that to keep myself away or do i do it cos i love to be that way..

All i know is this will also pass away..cos nothing stays with us..

like the water in the river which flows i am flowing everyday!

Live it all, cos this will not come again..love it all.. cos the chance may not come again..

Give it all.. cos this day may be the best of all the days...

Smile cos they love the way you do...

Culture - Tradition - Boundaries

Working all day..interacting with different sectors of people throughout,

life has so much color and we are all here fighting for a place, for a state, for a family... etc

Having been interacting so much to the rest of the world, all of us have the same emotion,

We feel the same pain, we laugh at the same jokes, we are happy to see a baby laugh,

Never understood why the boundaries, why the difference, why we create barriers!

when we are all made the same way..when we all have the same human form..

what role does that boundary play, what role does this different state play?

Is it beyond the humanity in us or is it to make it difficult for people to connect!

Lets all be the same, when the literature we read about the spiritual powers,

about the most powerful one - GOD says the same...are we here to differ to what HE says?

Or are we here to find why we are here for! Each of us has some power,

A unique being that we are, lets all unite and get in the country named HUMANITY!

Dreams - An Open Sky

A small little girl with wide open arms..wearing a white sleeveless frock,

curly hair which are left open.. a smile which is directed towards the sky...

A girl who cannot see but can hear... a girl who was blind for the world...

small little hands trying to remove hair that comes over her face while,

she tries to converse with God in her own little way!

Isabelle is her name... a name which makes me remind of all the stories i read,

Isbe is what we call her when we were friends.. a kid who could not see things...

but saw beyond a normal human's imagination.. a child who had a vision larger than life,

What a beautiful sight, her eyes so beautiful, her hair so curly...

Her legs so tiny yet so strong..her arms wide open towards the sky she looks,

A girl who made people wonder if she was real, Isabelle was just the most perfect kid,

who has a golden heart, a heart which beats for her friends, family and Life.

She lived more than a normal mans life, she travelled and saw things which were more than real,

She was blind at eyes but could see more from heart hear more through her ears!

I learnt that things you see are the reason for the way you are!

Lets not see.. believe in things that the world is beautiful.. the way Isbe used to do!

Thanks for making such people God.. Isbabelle is just a form of U.

Daily Complexities ..

Having read so many books and having watched so many movies..

Life is a picture that we are living in.. what if we break these pictures.. these images...

Is it easy for us to start a day as a blank slate.. a new page?

Always wondered if it was all that difficult to make things run in an easy way..

Do we need complexities or do we make a new day,in a new way!

Is it that complex to not have a predefined image of a person, of a place..

Where is the ahhaaa feeling where is the feeling that comes to us when we are so amazed!

I guess we are all so busy in defining what we should be that we forget to live a day in peace :)

A small little change in the way we are, a little push to what we can do.. a little giving to the world,

A small smile, a light hug, a flying kiss, to a person who has had a day of worries?

Is it that difficult to forget about us and be there for them...

A day where we say lets do it buddy for this day should be special for u! Do we really need a day to celebrate or can we do that everyday be it a break up party or a birthday party.. lets all have fun, smile, party and have a merrry life..

Life is not that complex.. simple living.. giving and worshiping is all that needs to reach that stage!