Monday, 26 July 2010

A long journey cut short

Tall trees which cover the sky, large roads which are muddy and shapeless
Stones all over which make it easy to relax. A wild run of grass which massage my foot.

Birds on the trees, chirping and singing. Squirrels which make funny noises,
Long logs of wood which are filled with dust, a layer of breeze makes me freeze.

Lots of thoughts and lots of chaos, all the while i observe the thump in my heart.
What have i lost or what am i losing that things are so uneasy, things are so hazy,

Tired legs and tired soul, imaginative mind that needs some rest.
Walking ahead i realized that all that i had thought till now had gone by,
It was a new road and new thoughts, things kept changing and i started accpeting,
The newness of life is just a pleasure, a change is frustrating at times,
but we get used to things and things keep moving.. I learnt how to accept the changing times,
I reached a place where things came to a standstill,
A place where there was an end, thats when i realized that we have hit the END.
Life was over and so were my thoughts and so were my hopes.I had learnt all that i could,
In this little life, keep moving till the end, no matter what comes your way!

Thursday, 22 July 2010

Loosing it all - Just a nightmare

Joe, the guy with the most amazing qualities. A stranger to me but things went about with so much ease. Life moved like a small ride, where he was there for every fight,
Life was easy with him on my side, things moved the way they would have never moved if he wasnt there.
I started to think of it as an endless stay when suddenly he was there but on the other side of me. He was there but on the way where i couldnt get, a place where there was no way out.
I looked through this struggling phase and knew that things had to get to an end, there was a calm storm which played around, a place where things looked dead and stalled.

I was just hoping if there was another dreadful dream that i had seen, a day which was just a joke of my life.. how was it that things had changed, but as we say that things change and we have just a role to play, i am living here..in order to see that day where i will be with Joe one day.

I am just another soul today. Living it just like any other day, looks like i would never know how i went through this but as everyone says time is all that heals the pain. A pain which had taken a toll on me. I would not be able to see a bright side of the day, the only thing i saw was darkness, joe showed me the way, a light that came again and that was when i realized that darkness is just to show that he was standing at the end of the way, darkness had made me forgotten that there was the way which i was afraid to take, fear had creapt into me and i was just unable to see what had he done to me..!

Living it off and sharing it all, i am sure that this will be the day i had the worst nightmares!

Tuesday, 9 February 2010

Merlyn - The Living Butterfly :)

Merlyn, a girl who had always been a dreamer, a girl who was a little slow at things,
but she had an amazing creative side, she was great as an artist, a girl who could sense things,

She was a small tiny one to look at, but she had a big heart, a heart which was like an ocean!
She was about 45 years old, she looked pretty in the casuals she wore,

Merlyn, worked hard and made a few decision of her life which were not approved off by family!
she always fought for rights of the people, she did endless things to make people feel @ home.

Merlyn, always said..she was in this world for a reason, a reason that was to be looked for.
she never looked back at the days when she was lost, she looked ahead at what was in store!

As time passed she looked life from a different angle, she started running around to do things,
one fine day she was one of the finest business woman..everyone was surprised,
A girl who had been so slow at learning things and reaching this stage of her life!

People were awe struck, but her dream was not of becoming a business woman
she was exploring each day of her life to know what were her limits

one day she was smiling at herself, she was looking at her, and looked at herself closely!
looked at her hair, her flat abs and tried on different clothes..she looked at how to present,

She was so happy that she was making her day, it was her birthday the next day
arranging for a party with all her friends, she was happy and that showed o her face!

She was looking forward to celebrate the day, with family and friends
the day that changed her life..the day when there came a day when she realized,
she was far away from all these things in Life!

Sunday, 7 February 2010

Traffic Jam - Jammed in Politics!

Looking at the jam packed roads, my head spins for the polluted air leaves me dizzy all the way,
the cars keep honking, the bikers keep cutting,

Students getting late to reach school,
Auto guys are standing and trying to look beyond the traffic..

All people start reading something on their phones, some people shouting at the delay,
some lucky ones get the time to talk to their love, a few fighting due to the delay to meet their love,

The sight of an old man trying to keep two people from fighting,
explaining that it was just a small scratch and no big deal,

a small kid crying due to extreme heat that is burning his skin,
the mother all worried on how to handle him...trying her best to cover her little one,

A group of foreigners trying to walk down their way..
Cops trying to control each ones impatience...they fail to explain their helplessness,

When asked a cop at a distance, he said " Madame, now a days the Ministers are careful"
They care for their time...and he laughed! I was not shocked..cos people at that INSTITUTION
always have their say..

All that i explained was all because the minister had to travel through that way!

None the less we are the people who chose them and we are the people who yell..
but not at them..its to the others who have not done this damage..

Lets chose the right people. If its one among us, let us be the same..
Lets value the time and lets schedule ours in a way that it doesnt effect others day.




Saturday, 6 February 2010

Angel - Old People become!

Looking at the sky, a silent prayer i say..
A prayer which was very important for me for that particular day,

Long time back there was an angel who said, pray and you shall get,
i bend on my knees and make a prayer, think about the angel for me to stay calm,

A prayer that was made for the day which was an end of hope,
day that was so crucial for that made a lot of difference in our lives!

A day which indicated if humanity was there or dead,
people fight for small little things, family breaks for differences.

An employee abuses for a petty loss that had happened..
Are people finding reasons to shout and yell?

I saw a man, a man who had it all in him,
he was the man whom i have admired for all that he said and did.

I saw in him the person who has tried not to change the world but change things in him first!
I am sure that starts with a lot of WILL and self change, an openness to see things beyond,

Like i said the prayer which was very important, as i was wanting to be that way!
I prayed to God and Angels that give me the strength to make a difference in a positive way.

Let me be calm when i have anger in my heart and help me understand when there is no clarity!

Hope this prayer helps me reach a stage, where i am like the kid you danced in the rain,
who played even when he was ill, who went back to the mother who had yelled at her a few moments back,

like that old lady who came to see the msg every evening.

Like a flower who produces a smell when its crushed, i want to shine even in difficulties i face :)